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I’m Still Single With A Wedding Dress
by Miabby

I have a white wedding  dress hanging in my closet. I've tried it on a couple of times. It's really fun to wear with an awesome, swishy, full organza bottom, which  is why I love it. It's beautiful. I bought it online store. When I  received it, I called off my wedding. And the dress was non-refundable. I loved it anyway. So I kept it in my closet.

 It fits - meaning it zipped up easily - before I packed all my things to move to Mexico - I could clear my mind and figure out what's wrong with me. I knew him for about 5 years. We met each other in the collage and I fall in love with him in the first glance. Then we met in the book club and we find that we have so much in common. Then he fall in love with  me. After graduation, he got a great job and I worked in the magazine.  My job forced me to meet and work with different kinds of people. He  always thought I should stay at home and work as a writer. Maybe he felt I would not love him anymore. It turned out he didn't trust me. Things  got worse and worse. And my parents and friends all thought we would get married soon. That was why I was in a rush buying my  wedding dress online. I could receive it in a short time and it was  free shipping. Well I loved this man and I dreamed to marry him.  Everything was changing and even I loved him so much. I still couldn't  get why he didn't believe in me. If he did as he used to be, may be I am the most beautiful and happiest bride in the world. All I want was  happily lived forever. It seemed that was a dream for me. This was  unhappy memory and I tried so hard to forget.  I bought this dress but I should loss a few pounds to fit into. I'm not  proud of that choice, but there it is. And I wanted my man could see  this. Now nothing is going to happen with this fantastic wedding dress.

 Well it wouldn't fit now. Indeed, 1 year since I bought it, I'm not sure what to do with it. I'm not sure. I never image that one day I would  wear it. Now I probably wouldn't even buy another wedding dress to get  married.

 This wedding dress just like a mark in my life. Although we love each,  although he said he would be the white horse in my life, finally we did  not end well. So I will keep that wedding dress, for it could reminds me something.
 

 

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